my disappointing sem 4

I thought of it will be a relaxing sem 4
I thought of it will be fun for not needed to go to class at 8am in the morning for 2 weeks
I thought of I can sleep until 10 or maybe 11am in the morning before I willing to wake up
I thought of I can go out shopping or movie-ing or whatever la,as long as not in the college compound
I thought of many many things for this sem before......

BUT everything are totally just opposite with what I had thought =.=
for this sem,
It was a totally crazy sem with a super chi xin research proposal to be done within 5-6 days time
I need to force myself to read those 5cm thick books and pages and pages of journals through internet until I have nystagmus @.@
I still need to wake up at 8am in the morning to go to library for the stupid research discussion and stay at there until 5pm in the evening,no different with having lectures
There is totally no time for me to go out shopping or movie-ing for this weekend due to the proposal stuff

why my life will be soooo pathetic?!
I am wondering....

and the worst part is I need to stay at college here during my holiday on April for the data collection of my research and will be having my so called 'holiday' when others are coming back to college here for their data collection....
HOW AM I GOING TO HOLIDAY AR?!wtf!!!!!!