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I am sooooooooooo UN-HAPPY today :(
many thing happened and all of it just spoilt my mood!
again,I HATE THIS WORLD!
I HATE MYSELF!!!

freedom after 2days

2 days more it will be MS assessment...
and 2 days more,I will have my freedom already!!!!!I am looking forward to it!^^

Honestly I still got many notes haven't studied yet,but I just not in study mood now T__T
I had sworn to myself that I will wake up early in the morning for this 2days,yesterday and today,but I kept on rolling on the bed until the time was really late,that time only I will to wake up...swt
Physically I really wana to study!I am sitting in front of my table now...
BUT mentally,I am not...Afternoon really kills my study mood gao gao everyday!
I am hoping that tonight I will really san san xing xing get myself into study,no matter how,I will finish up those notes...if I can't finish it,I will just burn all of it and mix them with 1 cup of water and drink it!

XXX

Suddenly I got these message from one of my old friend,XXX
XXX:hello
XXX:u got any bu shuang me anot?
XXX:plxz tell me

OMG,whay he will suddenly sent me this kind of message??
OR somebody else did tell him that he character is not so welcomed?!
How am I gona reply him?!like this ar, 'Yup!I bu shuang u!'?!
Honestly,I am not that kind of person,so I didn't reply him...pretending I am not at there...XD

diarrhoea

I AM NOT FEELING SOOOO GOOD TONIGHT
HAVING DIARRHOEA FOR 3TIMES
I ATE 'poh zai' PILL BUT STILL CAN'T RESOLVE FROM IT...
HOPING THAT IT WILL STOP WHEN I GO TO SLEEP
I AM NOT HOPING IT WILL BE 'ATTACKING' AGAIN DURING MY BED TIME...

p/s:I also don't what had I ate wrongly...maybe the yesterday bread?!

From the request from my friend-Ho Iki

As the title mentioned above,my friend-Iki thought I will be posting about the incident happened this afternoon at her house,but sooo sad I didn't do as what she wished...
so she did complained in my previous blog's comment area...haha
okok la,since you are sooo kind to me,I will do as you wish ^^

Today is Sunday,and it is still on Puasa month,I hate puasa month very very muchie
because we will be having soooo many troubles in solving out lunch prob...
so today I was sooooo hungry during my lunch time,and I was not sure that the cafe did open anot at that time
I met Iki at msn there,and asked her what had she eaten for her lunch
her answer:'maggi mee + egg'
OMG~~I was sooooo hungry that time,and she told me she had eaten?!it made my saliva flow out from my mouth...
I said I didn't have anything to eat,not even 1 pack of maggi mee with me...so pity
and right after I told her my pity-ness,she offered me to go and eat at her house there...arhhhh,sooooo good!she is really kind ^^

I went to the girls' block there and i sneaked into her house quietly...
(if I being caught by the felo there,Ii will sure die haha...)
Her collection of food really many!!!!!not like me,even 1 pack of maggi mee also don't have...damn poor...
Thanks to her,I had gao dim my lunch for free!haha...
(somemore got people helped me to soak the noodle in hot water,haha,free of charge also)^^

爱错了

爱一个人很难
但原来喜欢或爱一个不应该爱的人是很容易的，只不过爱错了之后会很辛苦，很难受罢了。。。

爱一个人是没错
但一旦爱错一个不该爱的人，在自己眼里是没错，因为我们控制不了爱情
但是在某些人的眼里，你就是有错！因为对某些人来说，你是个‘威胁’。。。

爱了一个不该爱的人，自然而然会想尽办法去把自己拔回出来，以免越踩越深
但自拔却令人感到非常辛苦，难受。。。
最终还是继续爱下去

为了一个不该爱的人不断地着想，不断的付出，旁人会觉得你很傻，很笨蛋
但自己却觉得一切付出都是值得的！继续时时刻刻陪在那个人身边。。。

有时一些平时都不会放在眼里的小细节，发生了就算，不会跟他人斤斤计较
但一旦是那个你不该爱的人犯错了些小细节，你都会耿耿于怀，整天的心情酱就没了！

有时候觉得我们俩做个很好很好的朋友，还好过做情人，因为情人分手总比两个最要好的朋友绝交或反面来的容易！所以现在我们还是保持在很要好的朋友上。。。

I WILL CHANGE NEXT TIME

OK...I know my blog are getting sooo dull and dull and dull and also dull >.<
I know it is boring to read a blog fullllll of words only and without a single pic...haiz..
I WILL CHANGE NEXT TIME
(I swear I will upload more n more pic next time)

and also I will change my blog layout already,yippeee
Be patient and wait for the upcoming new layout of my blog la...^^

Tiring But yet it ended with satisfaction

today morning was the most suffering morning in the whole of my life!!!!!!
I woke up at 5.45am,not feeling to open my eye pun,but I forced myself to open it,because I got a stupid visit to klinic Kesihatan Bangi,bus departed from our college at 6.30am swt ==" (damn early ok)

I hate it!!!I hate waking up soooo early,I hate going to this stupid visit trip where I didn't learn anything after getting back here,I hate it when I was in the last subgroup,I hate waiting bus during I am damnnnnnn super hungry....
BUT i did like to be in Klinic Kesihatan Bangi,at least I could have a break after finished the first 1 hour,better than the 1 at Salak there,couldn't sleep at all,because of the Dr didn't allow them to do so...haha...That is the only thing I like for the whole trip...wtf
(I slept at there for almost 2hours waiting for other subgroup to finish their 'meaningful' visit...)
We got a stupid SPSS (don't know what is stand for) introduction after the visit,and god damn the stupiak lecture!!!!I really pui fuk him for giving the talk for 3 hours non stop!!!!!

and finally I got the chance to sleep after the tiring visit and boring SPSS...
I slept for 2 hours and I did regain my energy for tonight...^^


Just now I was in bad mood again....(maybe just a reason for me for not studying,wtf)
BUT that time I was really not in mood to study and I was feeling to go and watch movie at outside...
so again I went out to watch a movie already,and now I am blogging at this late(2.30am in the midnite) and I suppose to be in bed now due to class at 8am tomorrow...(maybe will be ponteng the 8am lecture,somehow it is not a important lecture)
I planned to watch 'The Orphan' which I wanted tooooooo watch since long time ago,but time and luck just not allowed us to watch it...T___________T
If I was not in bad luck just now,I think I could make it just now on time before the movie started...haiz,miss the turn during the journey,and I need to turn a big bigggggg round to go back to the turn which I missed just now...swt...
so we went to watched 'UP',a cartoon which worth to be watched with RM6...^^
I like that movie somehow,it is funny,it is interesting and of course it is adventurous!!!!haha
(i swear this weekend no matter how I-WILL-GO-TO-WATCH-'THE ORPHAN'!!!!I WILL)
don't know why The Orphan just seem like don't has any yuan with me...haiz....said wana go watch it long time ago,but till now still have no chance to watch it....sad

I went out already just now,and so I regained my mood haha...what a lame excuse to go out,rite??haha...
BUT I never regret going out just now,although I was not to go out by Jess,she said dangerous...
(full of satisfaction)


p/s:
Btw,I got something to clarify
WHAT IS THE USE OF TAKING JPA?!can anyone pls tell me??
one of friends who is taking JPA now,who still have more than RM10K inside his account,said that 'JPA is for saving only,I NEVER USE IT FOR MY WHOLE 3SEMS'
wtf?!SAVING?!omg please la...
after taking JPA,but still using parent's money on his daily expenses?!what is this theory?!
so my friend now is on JPA+FAMA, and he is sooooo proud of it....
(sorry,no offend here ar,just my opinion jek)


OK,end here...TIME TO GO SLEEP NOW>>>88

Will be going back to lecture later...^^

Guess what,NOW I AM Ponteng-ing MY LECTURE AND I AM EATING MY BREAKFAST IN MY ROOM!!!!hahaa...

wasai!just now 3 hours lectures were indeed a tiring lectures for me!!!
3hours nonstop by a same lecture,in which we couldn't sleep during the lecturer class,need to pay full concentration,because those lectures were very very important and will die if didn't listen to even 1 word from the lecturer...@.@

haha,now I just finished my 4slice of bread with kaya spread on it...
finally I had gao dim my stomach,just now it just kept on beating drum during the lectures...swt =.=
I JUST HATE PUASA MONTH!!!!

(but wtf,I forgot to bring my bottle along with me,now I am damn thirsty and need water in urgent...)

k la,I think i need to go already,need to fo back to the lecture before it end,at least I won't be sooo guilty,at least I did attend the lecture even if it is just a few minutes...haha

haiz,days are getting more difficult for me...
I am really BOH LUI liao...my last RM5 just lent to 1 of my friend,then now I am empty...NO $$ in my wallet...
I still owe Keith,OCC,Hooi,and my buddy's money leh....
somemore this week rice money I still not yet pay...
Tell me la,how can I pass this week?!OMG~~
feel like dying....

Puasa month

Yesterday my friends asked me oout to go to pudu there and buy the tickets for the genting trip,but I refused to go,because as I mentioned in my previous blog,I will be soooo guilty if I go out without finishing my MS notes first...so I stayed in my roon and study from the morning at 8.30am(if I am not mistaken,forgot already) till 1 or 2pm like that,Then I had my lunch,dabao by Chuan,and after that my progression in study was damn slow,reason-Not suitable to study during afternoon (what a lame excuse hor),but what to do,I really cant concentrate well everytime I study during afternoon...
But yet I did finished my target!!!yippeee!!!!
(I skipped 1 whole note,because I am totally not interested with that part,so I didnt study for it yesterday,waiting for the assessment to come,then only I will study,blek~~)

Yesterday those who went out to buy the tickets for the genting had failed for their mission,due to some stupid reason that the price of bus ticket will be increased on September,so they didnt allowed them to buy first...
haha,I can sense the anger of my friends when they realized that they couldnt buy the tickets after a long way journey from serdang here to the pudu...haha...
Thank god I am toooo clever that I didnt follow them to go pudu that time,if not I will be coming back to college here with empty hand...lolz...

BUT yet I beh sorng them who went to watch movie-The Orphan!!!!!
after the mission had failed,they went to watch the movie...
OMG~~I am sooo Onnnnzzzz forthis movie and they went to watch it without asking me?!
haiz...maybe this is the only thing I regret for not joining them to go buy ticket...T_______T

I swear I will find kaki to accompany me to go and watch this movie!!!
But not for now,not for this week,because I am damn 'boh lui',no $ now....
As I mentioned in my last blog,don't know why my $ will disappear themselve...@@
somemore later I am going to KLIA there to meet my friend,Low Ziyang for the last time
and as you all know ge la,KLIA transit is the only way to KLIA,fastest but it is also the most expensive way going there...
boh lui...boh lui...boh lui....
Yup!!!For the last time,until the next summer break only can meet him liao,mean next year looh...haiz....
He is sooooo lucky to be the chossen one for the JPA oversea scholarship...*full of envy*
He is my friend since secondary school form 1(if I am not mistaken,haha) will be going to US already tonight at 11pm flight,I will miss him definitely...
now the sky still very bright and hopefully later it will not be raining...God bless
Later will be my first time going to KLIA,hopefully my journey to KLIA will be a smooth juorney...^^

Since yesterday onward,I keep on seeing soooo many comment on facebook mentioning 'nothing to eat la','what can I eat for my lunch'...and 'they all puasa,I also need to puasa'...haha...this kind of comment..
Puasa started yesterday and today is the only second days of the puasa month,we alll cant tahan already for having no food for our lunch....wishing someone can go out and dabao lunch for us...waiting waiting and waiting...
haha,thank god I am the lucky one,who got ppl dabao lunch for me yesterday and today also...^^
and I JUST finished my delicious 芝麻鸡饭!!!hahaa...so full now...
pity those who still starving...

This PUASA month will definitely make us Chinese suffer....